endless story

2011-06-14T16:49:00.005+08:00

Didnt update my blog for sooooooooooo long.

Reason.
Well,i am busy.

I am married. And i have a daughter now. I love them both so much.
Life is always colourful. And of course,busy too. LOL.

I don't think i have the time to update my blog regularly like last time.
But no worries,for those who know me...im sure most of you guys are on my facebook. So,most of my updates are on my fb and twitter! (:

Here are some photos...enjoy! (:

Will update soon if possible! Ciao! (:

2011-02-19T23:35:00.003+08:00

Turning 22 like in 30 minutes time...or maybe less than 30 minutes.

The feeling of no longer 21.
Not too good.

So,i've plan something simple for my 22nd birthday.
Steamboat dinner with my family,and also with my husband - mr chow.I love gathering/outing/sit-down dinner...etc...because it's the best time to have some bonding with each other. (:

This time round,also my first time...i did everything myself for my birthday.
I went out and bought steamboat ingredients and a birthday cake for myself.Total 6 heavy shopping bags.Well done.

I'm not a girl.Not yet a women.
I don't know maybe i set my standard/expectations too high? Maybe.

I am always letting the hormones changes in me,taking over me.This is bad.

2011-02-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

Found this online. I kind of agree to all these...haha...

女孩们给老公们的爱情条约

1 - 老公，你要努力。钱这个东西，不能少得来让我们整日为生计发愁，最好也不能多得来需要别的女人帮着花。

2 - 请给我关爱、信任、尊重和自由。

3 - 请善待我的家人，一如对你自己的亲人。

4 - 在我身体不适的时候，你要扮成一个大夫，摸摸我的额头、量量我的体温，然后再把我送到真正的大夫那里去吃药、打针。

5 - 突然把礼物送到我的单位，让所有人都知道你对我的爱。

6 - 在我心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，老公，请拥吻我，而不是和我理论。

7 - 永远不要对我有破口大骂的样子，因为你说过我是你最疼爱的人。

8 - 请在你有空的时候，为我做一顿香喷喷的饭菜，并在桌子那端深情款款地把我凝望。

9 - 每天下班后尽量回家吧，公事需要应酬，老婆也同样需要。

10 - 请你记住4大纪念日：老婆的生日、初次见面纪念日、结婚纪念日、情人节。

11 - 请你记住3大纪念地：初识纪念地、第一次亲密接触纪念地、求婚纪念地。

12 - 请每周陪我做一次远距离散步：每两周带我去茶楼或酒吧会一会朋友；每两月和我手拉手去看一场电影；每年至少安排和我旅游一次。

13 - 让我每晚枕着你的情话入眠。

14 - 或者在半夜三更搂紧我讲鬼故事。

15 - 向新朋友介绍我时，请搂着我的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指点。

16 - 我身上有很多缺点，我已经够苦恼了，请不必随时向我提醒。

17- 我身上有很多优点，有些连自己也不清楚，请随时大声地告诉我。

18 - 没有我的父母，哪回有我？所以，你对他们要心存感激和尊敬。

19 - 逛街时请不要恶意地把商场说成铁钩工厂，因为你自己也有被家电部或体育部长时间钩住的时候。

20 - 虽然你对那些美丽迷人的女明星们了如指掌，但在我问到你时，仍然希望得到这样的回答："舒奇是谁？布兰妮是不是打网球的那个？"

21 - 请不要偷看我过去的日记和情书，那些与你无关，更不要因此吃飞醋，这无异与自己往醋缸里跳。

22 - 请不要反对我看肥皂剧，如果我流泪，不能嘲笑，因为你看足球队比赛输了时，眼眶红红，我也没有嘲笑。

23 - 请不要自做多情，觉得很多女人对你有意思，还拿到我面前炫耀。

24 - 如果我做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧，你宽广的胸怀才是我永远停靠的港湾。

25 - 老婆工作不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干。

26 - 老婆取得进步，获得表扬或晋升，你要欢呼雀跃、与我同庆，并指出老婆取得成功的内因若干，极尽赞美。

27 - 老婆穿上透视装是性感而不是发烧。

28 - 老婆涂脂抹粉是艳惊四座而不是妖魔鬼怪。

29 - 老婆穿厚底鞋是锦上添花而不是先天不足。

30 - 老婆说粗话是率直可爱而不是没教养。

31 - 老婆不讲理是撒娇发嗲而不是撒野耍泼。

32 - 老婆粉拳打来是爱你而不是扁你。

33 - 老婆财权大揽是善于管理而不是抠门小气。

2011-02-14T07:02:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day,people. ♥

爱一个人就是要包容他的一切. (:

2011-02-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

Too busy.
Maybe i should delete my blog.Or just leave it as it is and let it rot.LOL.

1 more month to go.
Our new life. (:

Part time job will end on 3rd March.
Then i have to prepare and plan mr chow's 21st birthday.Will be having buffet over at our place.
For my birthday this year,i've already decided to have a family steamboat.Simple and sweet. (:

CNY 2011.

I an freaking pissed of with twitter.YES AGAIN AND AGAIN,TWITTER JUST CANNOT LOAD ON MY LAPTOP.
WTF.I hate it when i can't twit anywhere i want.Still need to wait till april,i will go crazy.
I need an Iphone badly.Like now.Seriously.
I WANT AN IPHONE!

2011-01-10T06:49:00.010+08:00

Been doing really fine for the past few weeks.
Year 2011...I just hope that everything will go smoothly. (:

Part time job was not bad too.So far so good.

23 more days to CNY.Kinda excited about it. LOL.
Last year,was my first Christmas with mr chow.This year,our first CNY together.
Can't wait to shop for clothes...not to forget my mani + pedi!Since i can't dye my hair yet,i will do my nails for this year's CNY.

Overdue pictures taken on Christmas 2010. (:

Christmas Eve.

Christmas Day.

Can't wait for CNY. (:
And also can't wait for my room to be nice and tidy...before CNY! (:

I used to be so strong, I used to be able to do whatever I want, and then I feel like I’ve been broken down little by little.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.It’s the first drowsy thought in the morning and that last kiss at night.

2011-01-04T23:31:00.001+08:00

I MISS MY BLOG SO MUCH.

I WILL UPDATE BEFORE CNY!

(:

2010-12-16T17:04:00.004+08:00

Starting my 2-months part time job tomorrow.
Yes. (:

And i got this strong urge to color my hair recently.
I miss my colored hair so much.Just suddenly.

I wanna go shopping so badly.
I need to shop.The time has come.LOL.

It's another rainy day.
And i feel alittle sleepy...alittle moody (I don't know why)...

2010-12-15T17:32:00.015+08:00

Im gonna go for an interview tomorrow.
Hopefully i got that part time job.

Just 3 more months to a new begining.Really getting excited. (:

Okay...last batch of photos on our wedding day.Finally!

(:

2010-12-14T16:19:00.011+08:00

Back to my blog.

11 more days to Christmas.
And 51 more days to Chinese New Year.
Super fast!

Can't wait for weekends.
The only chance i get to go out,walk around,eat something i like,and sometimes do some shopping.

So last saturday,mr chow gave me a surprise.He bought tickets for the Walking With Dinosaurs show. (:
With my grandma,mummy,brother and sister...we went to watch the show together. (:

I want to go shopping.
And now,i am craving for ice-cream and chocolates.

Shall end here.Ciao! (:

2010-11-30T08:29:00.000+08:00

Good morning people.

I had a bad dream.It sucks.

Irreplaceable?
Guess not.

2010-11-29T14:12:00.005+08:00

Went to NEX mall at Serangoon Central with my husband,yiwen and nic.
It's not officially open yet,but 80% of the shop inside the mall is open.It's very big and i think it's the best mall in the heartland.I think i will hang out there very often. (:

I so want to go Ikea.Love shopping there,even if i didnt buy anything.
And i am going to Ikea tomorrow with my sister.Finally.(:

When you realize that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappears. Everything after that moment is moving on.
I know it hurts. But it’s life, and it’s real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it’s life, and it’s pretty much all i've got.

I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you feel as hopeless as can be and life is going nowhere, there are those moments we have every now and then when we get this feeling that can’t be described, but you get this rush and the world stops spinning for a second and everything is clear and at that moment, you just know. I need more of those moments.

I’m easy to please, but it’s even easier to disappoint me.

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

2010-11-25T07:19:00.015+08:00

I am back.Back here to my blog.
Still alive...and life's good too. (:

Before my boring post...yes,that means words and more words in my post.
Back to my overdue wedding pictures first...

Finally,im left with one last part for the wedding photos.Will upload the rest asap,if i am not lazy.Getting lazy to update my blog recently.

Life's pretty good so far.
Can't wait for Christmas.Gonna have a mini feast at home with my family...and my husband.I am gonna have a HAPPY Christmas this year,unlike last year. (:
And we are left with 3~4 months...our life will be different.A whole new begining.

But for now,the shitty part is mr chow's stay in course starting from today.I am so use to have him by my side everyday and every night from the day he pop and get to stay out.So now i only get to see mr chow for one and a half day.Saturday he book out,sunday evening he need to book in.I miss how we always have dinner together,watch videos online together before we sleep,and how he always hug me to sleep.
I just hate it.Hate this 2 years thingy that all guys need to go through.

Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart.
Yes,i understand.

Gonna go shop for exciting stuff soon.And will need to pack up stuffs in my room too...need more space now. (:

And i really have to save up.I have this urge to fly to Hong Kong next year,together with my family.I will...and want to make it happen. Hong Kong trip!

Here are some pictures taken at the CSI: The Experience @ Science Centre trip on 13/11/10..

Lastly...i've got one problem.
It's been quite some time,and i am already married.But why do i still feel so shy to say "I Love You" to mr chow.And it only happen when i want to say it to him,face to face.Gosh..i hate it so much.I guess i can only express my love through sms. =.=

That's all for today's post.
Kind ones...please click on the ads when you visit my blog.Thanks! (:

2010-11-11T07:46:00.013+08:00

Went for a 3D2N KL trip last week with my boy.
I thought it was fun.Well...at least for me it was fun.Like a short getaway. (:
Hopefully i can go Hong Kong or Taiwan next year.

Science Centre this coming weekend with my boy and friends.

After that,saving will start asap...so that we can have a better looking room...a fun Christmas celebration,New Year Countdown,and CNY.Lastly,a new good start for year 2011. (:

Our KL trip pictures...

Woke up,send my boy out every morning as usual,had breakfast,and can't get back to sleep anymore.Maybe awhile later,i will get sleepy.

I guess today is just one of those days where the rainy, dark cloud above my head likes me a little too much.
That's life.Tomorrow will be a better day! (:

2010-11-02T07:54:00.013+08:00

I'm back to my blog again! (:

27 October 2010
Went back to school for Juniors Graduation Hairshow.

Was pretty fun going back to school with lovely people. (:

And more pictures from my wedding day...as promised.

More pictures next time,next update. (:

Planniing for KL trip soon.It will be good if we are able to go by this week,if not next time we dont really have the chance or time.

Woke up around 630am with my boy as he is going for his 2 weeks course at Sembawang.That is really far...take around 1hr plus to travel i guess.
And i can't get back to sleep.So i had breakfast,went online and blogged. (:

Going back to sleep after this.LOL.

Goodnight...Good morning people! (:

2010-10-22T08:16:00.008+08:00

Good morning people.

Yes...(:

Can the haze be gone soon...hate staying home sometimes.I want to go out and enjoy,but i am being restricted.Limited activities/places to go.Sucks big time.
It's not that i hate staying home everyday...but once in a while,no harm doing things i like right.

Going back to school next Wednesday for our juniors graduation hairshow. (:

Got this urge to fly to Hong Kong right now.LOL.
Maybe next year? Hopefully.

Shall upload more pictures on my next update! (:

2010-10-17T23:24:00.006+08:00

I am super lazy + too busy to update my blog for the last 2 week.

Happily married to Samuel Chow now.Since 09-10-2010.
We have gone through so much to be together,to make this our big day happen. (:

Can't wait to form our small little family...with our kids. (:

Most of our wedding photos are uploaded on facebook already.
Shall upload some of the photos from our wedding album here in my blog...

Thats all. Shall update more next time. (But my fb is the most updated.)

2010-10-03T14:39:00.004+08:00

6 more days to our big day.

I know. My blog look so dead without pictures.
Shall post some pre-wedding preparation pics up which i already upload on fb,but its a private album only open for my close friends...for the time being.

Thats all for now.
I guess i will open the album to public when its closer to the big day.LOL. (:

2010-09-27T01:42:00.003+08:00

2 weeks left till our big day.
Super busy!!

Preparing invitation cards,site viewing for our hotel ballroom,pre-wedding shopping,food tasting at the hotel,过大礼,wedding photoshoot.All done!

Almost ready...but still i felt there are alot of things that i need to get ready for.Feeling nervous already!LOL.
Although everything seems pretty rush,but everything went well.

For more updates,please refer to my Facebook. (:

Samuel Zhou: Marriage is just like Jigsaw puzzle~....It take many little small piece to become a Finish work...And in bwt~...U will feel frust and piss off and Tired....But still...is the joy at the end that is the best~
On his FB. So awwww. (:

We will get married proudly for sure.Can't believe we really did it...the day we've been waiting for. (:
Can't wait to show all our wedding photos too!

2010-09-24T13:31:00.002+08:00

Can someone tell me how to let a person know and can feel the amount of love you have for him/her without saying "i love you" to him/her everyday.

Can someone tell me how to not let the person you love not to doubt or assume things that are not true.It's hurting to the max,but they just don't know how it feels.

Can someone tell me and teach me how to control your tears and not feel so hurt during difficult times.

Can someone please tell me how to give up things you hold on so tightly.Because i can't find a way out anymore.

Can someone please tell me where can i hide when i am badly hurt.

2010-09-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

I can’t think again. Not ever again. I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that.

2010-09-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

Yes,I am getting married.

Start counting down to my big day already! ((:

I really hope all my friends i've invited can turn up on my wedding.I love you guys deep deep. (:

Goodnight world!

2010-09-15T05:12:00.001+08:00

My boy is going to Tekong today.For 7 days.
Should be on his way now.

No hp is allowed for this trip,so no contact for 7 days.
No late night chat.

Still not used to it...he's in army for a few months already,and yet im still missing him.Very much.

Sometimes i just need him by my side so badly to be with me throughout the night when i am feeling down,but i have no choice and gotta face it alone.

Seriously can't wait for his POP.

2010-09-14T15:33:00.002+08:00

Life sucks.

I seriously hate stubborn,irresponsible,selfish and unsupportive people.And so,i decided to ignore selfish living beings and continue with my own life.

I cannot afford to wait and drag this any longer.

Have been staying home for don't know how long.Lost count.
Watching Kdrama online,and i explore like don't know how many games website at home.This is how bored i am.
So addicted to Personal Taste now.Lee Min Ho's acting improve quite alot.

Can't wait for the day when i can finally settle down everything.

And i can't wait for my boy POP.

Kim Tae Woo - dropping rain.From Personal Taste OST.Somehow,his voice just touches people's heart.

Annyeongiran neoui mare na useumyeo
amureochi anheun deut haengbokharamyeo
Ganeun neoui dwitmoseup barabomyeonseo na ttaeme ulji ankil gidohaesseo

Heureuneun nunmulbomyeo tteonalsuga eomneunde
Neol bonaelsuga eomneunde

Bitmuri naeryeoseo jeongmal gwaenchanhasseo
nunmuri boijil anha gwaenchanhasseo

Gwaenchanhaseo tteonaneun neoreul japji motaesseo
ni maeumsok apeun gieok moduda jiwojul bitmuri naeryeoseo

Sigan heulleo ijeun jul man aratdeon neo
amureochi anheun deut geureoke sarahollo geotneun dwitmoseumman
Bwado baro neo oneuldo geuttaecheoreom biga naeryeo

Nunmuri naryeogohae geunyeoreul jabeuryeohaeutge haejulsu eomneunde

Bitmuri naeryeoseo jeongmal gwaenchanhasseo
nunmuri boijil anha gwaenchanhasseo
Gwaenchanhaseo tteonaneun neoreul japji motaesseo nae
maeumsok apeun gieok moduda jiwojul bitmuri naeryeoseo

Gajimallago tteonaji mallagomameuro malhalge

Nimami ureoseo bitmuri naeryeosseo
naemami ureoseo nunmuri naeryeosseo saranghaeseo
tteonaneun neoreul japji Motaesseo markge gein neoui sarmui seulpeumeul
angyeojul bitmuri doelkkabwa

2010-09-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

Why do i feel so lonely inside.

Cuteness.

2010-08-31T02:23:00.000+08:00

Now i know,i am really that bad.

There are so many fragile things, after all. People break so easily. So do dreams and hearts.

I need to get some fresh air.Shall get out of my house and go wander alone.

2010-08-22T18:07:00.004+08:00

Things are not really improving.So much stress.
Temper super bad,i just cannot stop nagging and raising my voice.

But i feel sorry for my boy,he take it all.
I don't mean to nag or scream at you.

And i hate the fact that my boy is in the NS now.
They snatch my boy away from me...for 2 years.

I hope things can be settle once and for all.Don't have to drag again.
I want to be happy everyday,not worry everyday.

2010-08-19T23:39:00.001+08:00

So want to leave everything behind!!
I don't want to say this...but really FML!!

The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care. But that’s the hardest thing to do.

Don't understand why the fuck i cry myself to sleep at night sometimes when nobody care.
Ya right,i am the selfish one,the one that always-think-of-myself-only.

I hope this is the last time i post something like this.If i ever post like this again the next time,i guess it's time for me to give up.
Seriously,my life sucks now.I am so tired...things are repeating like last time,bad things happening.The only way not to get hurt is to just leave everything behind.

Wants to go geylang bazaar,want to watch step up 3D.Guess i will do it alone.

Dream too much last time.
I guess i can't really get what i want in reality.

2010-08-13T23:11:00.007+08:00

Went back to work.
Not used to my new body system.Already got backache and leg cramps.

After so much things,it's still the same afterall.
No one to blame,but myself.

Craving for MacDonald fries.
I so want to go drinking right now.Or just grab a can of beer from the fridge.I don't give a damn.I so want to go back to my own life...carefree,freedom,no worries.

I hate what is happening now.

I wish i could...

2010-08-12T00:06:00.001+08:00

Wants to be happy.But can't.
Situation is different from others...what to do.

Life is not the same anymore.

2010-08-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

When i was a silly lil girl, i knew what i wanted: candies, dresses n dolls. The day i felt lost in life was the day i knew i had grown up.

But i will hang on and walk on this path even if it is tough.

I love my family,my friends,and my baby baby boy.

I hope things will change,and things will go on easily.
I want to be a happy girl.A happy grown up girl.

2010-08-04T15:42:00.000+08:00

Didn't update my blog for such a long time.
Too much things happen.

Anyway,here are some overdue pictures taken weeks ago.
Shall let the pictures do the talking.

If i have the chance to update my blog again...i will...and i hope it's good news. (:

In You, O LORD, I put my trust;Let me never be ashamed; Deliver me in Your righteousness.Bow down Your ear to me,Deliver me speedily; Be my rock of refuge, A fortress of defense to save me.For You are my rock and my fortress; Therefore, for Your name's sake, Lead me and guide me. (Psalm 31:1-3)

2010-07-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Been busy.
And lazy to update my blog.Shall update more on my off day,next week. (:

What i've been doing...working,practice/training,and assistant competition just end yesterday. (:

More updates and photos on facebook. (:

My boy is booking out tomorrow. (:

Lastly...Happy 21st Birthday to sijun. (:

Goodnight people. (:

2010-07-11T04:20:00.001+08:00

It's 420am now.Woke up suddenly and realise i doze off while waiting for my laptop to load.
I hate myself so much.Because my boy is waiting for me to be online,and yet i doze off.DAMN.

His book out on Friday night.
And i only get to spent time with him AFTER WORK like 8 or 9pm plus,on Friday and Saturday only.Sunday morning he got church,after church most probably come over to my work place,then around 4pm plus he have to leave and prepare for his book in.

I cannot descibe how i feel now.It sucks when you can't spent time with your love ones,or you wasted the chance to spend time with your love ones.Yes,i WASTE it.

Been very busy.Training on work,practice and on trial for assistant competition.
Really have to thank my sister for being my model,always coming down to let me practice on.My colleagues,helping me and my senior to improve + help us to get a makeup artiste.And Suzanne for helping me on the photoshoot.Lastly...my family,friends and my boy for supporting me.I know i always look tired or moodless when i meet up with friends and my boy,but they didn't complain at all.

Compeition day getting nearer,so as the stress getting bigger.Although i am just a junior in the company,but still,this is something big to me.

Practice/on trial in process...

My boy's book out day,Friday.Movie date at 12am. (:
Movie - Ip Man: The Legend Is Born.

Saturday,we went shopping together after i end work.
My boy got himself a pair of jeans,2 tops and a beanie.And i got myself a dress and a long necklace...and i felt alittle guilty because my boy paid for all my shopping expenses,including dinner.

Family still wanting me to go to poly.
Tried to fight for what i want,but their expectations...i don't know.They just want me to pick a course i like and study in poly.

I need a break.
I need a holiday.
I need my boy to be by my side everytime i need him.But fuck the 2 years NS taking up our precious time together.He is booking in today,this evening.I am missing him already.

Guess i will go back to sleep alittle while more before i need to wake up and prepare for work later.

Good...
Good morning everyone.

2010-07-04T01:10:00.001+08:00

Didn't get to update my blog so often,because i am always dozing off when i went online half way through.lol.

Compeition day is getting nearer.
Family still wanting me to go to poly.
Getting busy during work,tired but enjoy working.
Miss my boy so damn much.Everyday i look forward to his book out day.

My off day last week. (:

Friday.
Meet up with jessica and gerald on my boy's book out day,after work.(:
Had dinner together,catch up with each other,than we went seperate ways.My boy and i went for our 1145pm movie slot at Plaza Singapura GV,The Twilight Saga: Eclipse. (:

Saturday.
End work,meet up with my boy and we had pizza hut for dinner. (:

Sunday.
My boy did the jigsaw puzzel he gave me on my 21st birthday.Went up to my workplace and give it to me.His book in day.I hate it when he book in,how i wish he already done with his 2 years NS life.
End work and meet up with my sister for dinner at V8 cafe.And home sweet home. (:

During work...

I want to go shopping so badly.Saw lots of pretty stuff i want to buy.
I am feeling alittle weird now.My heart felt like it will stop beating any moment.The feelings are back.

Super sleepy now.Goodnight.

2010-07-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

Not updating my blog recently.
Was busy and tired.But i am still doing fine. (:

Had company dinner at Illuma.Steamboat at Shabu Shabu.(:

Always kena unglam shots.Colleagues are crazy....crazily cute.lol.
But i think this is the only nice one taken in the salon..and i didn't know about it.

The competition is drawing nearer and nearer.I still have no comfirm model.
Hello people...i need model for hairstyling.Free cut and color before the competition date on 21st July.For more info,please contact me.Thank you. (:

And recently,i don't know whats up with my family.
I've started to work full time,getting training,get in competition in this working line that i've decided to work for long.But suddenly,my family want me to go study at polytechnic,telling me to choose a course i like in poly.I asked why,they told me it's such a waste not to go poly since my result is good,and poly will get me better future.I totally don't agree.
I can't even do what i like.To give up something i like for studies?I don't know,i can't let go just like this.

I do not wish to lost contact with friends around me.
Already trying my best to keep each other in contact.I know we all got our own work,at different places,and we got different off days.But if we all got some time to contribute,we should all meet up soon. (:

My boy's book out day tomorrow. (:
So gonna watch The Twilight Saga: Eclipse together!

Going to the bank later.Yes,to drop my pay cheque there.LOL.

Ciao!

2010-06-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

Work getting tough.Because business is getting better.
At least got senior assistant to help me out,but still,not enough.

My body is breaking down soon.I think.
Was feeling cold and down with headache the whole day.

Went kbox with yiwen and hazel on wednesday night till 2am plus.
Off day on Thursday was great. (:

And i was late for work today because of this...

The flood at upp paya lebar.Yes.
I knew it...the rain was so heavy this morning.Lucky i wore slippers to work first than change.LOL.

My boy is booking out tomorrow.Finally.
It should be today,but there is this stupid extra training,so no book out on Friday.

Anyway,happy 2 months my boy.
I love you. (:

Goodnight people.

2010-06-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY.
I LOVE YOU. (:

Shall skip my emotional updates for today.

2010-06-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

每当我很想很想你的时候, 我就知道我到底有多爱你. 我那么希望时刻得到你的关心和再意, 可是我又害怕我会被你宠坏, 因为爱你所以更不能伤害你. 我知道不管在哪里都有你的鼓励, 因为我已经相信我在你的心里.
想你了, 我不知道要如何对你做到坦诚, 可是我相信就算我沉默，你也会了解我所有的心意.
好想你, 可是我必须习惯这样的想念. 因为我的世界里不可以常常有你, 而我会把你深深的刻在我的生命里.

I love you samuel,my boy. (:

Off day this coming thursday.It's everyone off day on that day because the salon still need to fix some stuff,unable to work that day.

Feeling very emotional these few days.Very bad...it's affecting me badly.
Cannot control...my face just show it all already.

I can't get to sleep.And i am working tomorrow.

It's 140am,nice one.Forcing myself to sleep.

My boy's first book out. (:

2010-06-20T20:14:00.000+08:00

So my boy book out on friday night.
And gonna book in tonight.

Watched movie - Toy Story 3 (3D).

Spent all 3 days with my boy.I miss him so damn much.

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other,for those were some of the best times of my life .

2010-06-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Mad tired.

Business getting good.Getting more busy during work.But still enjoy working there. (:
Upcoming T&G assistant competition is driving me crazy.Lots of preparation and training needed.

Will get to see my boy tomorrow!Finally his book out day is here. (:

As usual,can't wait for my off day.Need lots of sleep.LOL.

Goodnight!

2010-06-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

Totally not in the mood today.

I guess i just miss my boy and my bed.That is why i so feel like stopping work and go home.But well,life is like that...No job = no skills = no money = no future.

I so want to go on a holiday.
I so want to have my own happy life,without working for others like a cow.

Off to bed.Goodnight.

2010-06-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

Get to see my boy in 5 days!
Shopping,movie,dinner and everything good with my boy. (:

Was on the phone with my boy for 1 hour and 30 minutes.Longest phone chat ever...since the day he start his ns. (:

I suddenly have this urge to go drinking.It's been like don't know how long since i drink.

I love sunday so much.It's my off day.
I slept alot.And i am loving it...relaxing,lazing around.

Goodnight~

2010-06-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

Super busy day.
Mad tired.

My boy promise to go shopping with me when he book out.
6 more days to go. (:

Tomorrow is my off day. ((:

Goodnight~

2010-06-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

Mood swing.Very bad.
I am getting more and more fustrated,pissed off,moodless every day.And i don't know why.I just feel like scolding people,but sometimes i feel like crying.

Worst day at work today.
I keep forcing myself to smile at those fuck up clients who are late for their appointment.And i keep forgetting things during work.I just look like a retard today. =.=

Mad tired.Getting busy each day.
Tomorrow will be super busy.Appointment are ALL FULL.We cannot take in any walk-in clients or any last minute appointment anymore for tomorrow.Feeling so afraid to go to work,i don't know if i can take it anot.Lucky ah wei is working too,we can help each other.

I guess i am physically and mentally tired.

I am feeling hungry now,at this hour when i am going to sleep soon.
I so feel like going shopping...can't wait for my boy to book out,he will accompany me to shop for sure.

1 more week to see my botak boy.
1 more day to my off day.

Goodnight~

2010-06-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

End work early today.And i get to start work at 11am tomorrow because yesterday i leave at 10pm,so i get to rest more. (:

Registration for the assistant competition is today.I choose pride out of the 7 deadly sins.I hope i can do it and will not let my company "throw face".LOL.

I hope i can change my sunday off day to saturday,for next week. (:

Oh yes.I finally got a piano at home.Feels so great. (:

And i really got to say this.I seriously treat friends around me the same.If i did anything that offence or irritate people,i'm sorry,its not on purpose.There is nothing to explain for when it seems like everything is my fault.I do not take friends for granted,and most importantly,i don't used friends for something.That's all i have to say.

Finally get to sleep more.
Goodnight!

2010-06-08T00:06:00.000+08:00

Time management is very important.Very.
Closing at 8pm,how the hell a cold wave perm and a rebonding can be done by 8pm when the appointment is at 7pm. =.=
Always end up leaving work so late.Today,10pm still not done,but i am able to leave first.

And seriously i dont get why some clients are so think skin,knowing that we are closing at 8pm,but still wanna book a chemical service appointment at 7pm.Fuck them!

So freaking tired.I think sooner or later i will get medical leaave.How can i manage alone,especially on busy days.Totally madness.
And i will be involve in the Toni and Guy assistant competition.The theme will be 7 Deadly Sins.Out of the 7,i still cannot decide which one i want.In the company less than a year,will be doing hairstyling.

I need lots of ideas and references.I need a suitable model too.Was hoping some friends will help me out on the photoshoot and the makeup on the competition day itself.

10 more days and i will get to see my boy.I need him by my side to support me.

Goodnight~

2010-06-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

Was quite a busy day today.
Received a 5 bucks tip from a client.I just did her shampoo and blow after her coloring service. (:

Left early and went over to Toni and Guy Academy for assistant competition meeting.Eat,drink,smoke,had a short briefing,and watched movie - seven.Quite a nice but gross movie...about 7 Deadly Sins.That is the theme for the competition.
Gonna get more and more busy soon...preparing for the competition.I hope i can do well.

11 more days to go~
Still missing my boy damn much. (:

Goodnight.com

2010-06-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

End work early at 7pm plus.

Received sms from yiwen and nicholas.And get to meet out together today. (:
They make my day a better one.Don't feel so lonely during the night.LOL.

As usual,i received a morning sms and a call before lights off from my boy today.12 more days to his book out day. (:

Goodnight!

2010-06-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

Was super busy today.
Appointment was almost full.Including the walk-in clients.

Lucky ah wei came today,if not i don't know how am i going to survive as the only assistant there.Tomorrow will also be a busy day...i hope i can survive the battle alone.

Was so busy till i have no time to get emotional and stuff.LOL.

Feel so weird going to work and going back home from work alone.Usually meet up with my boy in the morning,go to work together,then when he end work,he will wait for me to end work and send me home.I miss him so much.

Hope he's doing fine in the army.Receive his morning sms,and a call during the night before lights off in army these 2 days But still,i miss him.LOL.

Countdown 13 days. ((:

I so feel like going shopping next week.Maybe on my off day. (:

Goodnight~

2010-06-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

So today,my boy start his army life.
Manage to go send him and spent the last few hours at the camp with my boy,his sister and his mum.Than off to work.

I miss him so damn much.
Getting all emotional,i hate it.

Few days back...watched Prince of Persia: The Forgotten Sands,had dinner together,and we went to Universal Studio Singapore.Just with my boy. (:

More photos on facebook. (:

14 days to go before i can see my boy. ((:

2010-06-02T01:36:00.000+08:00

I've got so much to say.
But i don't know how to blog it out.

It's all in my heart.
The pain and the happiness.

1 more day left with my boy.
2 years...I promise you.

Goodnight. (:

2010-05-31T01:52:00.000+08:00

Feeling so fucking unwell now.
I can't sleep.Dammit.

Dinner with my boy after work. (:

3 more days with my boy.
I cannot explain the love i have for him.I only know i love him...so much that i can't even measure it.

Goodnight.

2010-05-30T14:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to daddy. It's yesterday. (:

And Happy Birthday to my grandma...today! ((:

Invited nicholas,yiwen and my boy over to my house for buffet celebration...with my family and relatives.

Took pictures...and webcam session.LOL.

More on facebook. (:

5 more days with my boy.2 years long to endure...i believe we can survive?
I want to settle down and be happy. Don't want to disappoint my family and friends around me who helped me get over last time.I found this happiness,partly because of all of you.I hope you all know who you are. (:

I love my off day so much.Get to sleep more,spent time with my family,friends and my boy.
My off day for next week will be Friday.I changed it to friday for only that week.

Goodnight! (:

2010-05-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Today is one busy day at the salon.It's public holiday...so those lucky people who do not have to work,all came to do their hair.
Something good about busy days...the time pass faster.LOL.And my colleagues are all very dramatic,imaginative,and crazy people.Nice working with them. (:

Damn those idiots at Bugis street walking slowly and blocking my way when i went down to buy lunch.Super pissed off.

Had dinner at cineleisure's xin wang cafe,and dessert at Marvelous Cream
,313 @ somerset.Ordered 2 pairs of couple Dr Martens boots and collecting next Tuesday,also bought a dress. Thanks to my boy. ((:
Meet up nicholas,yiwen,and hazel.Went serangoon central,slack alittle and home sweet home. (:

My boy got me a red rose today,turning up at my work place. (:

Can't wait for my off day.
More time with my boy,and more sleeping hours too.LOL.

Oyasuminasai~ (:

2010-05-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

It's public holiday tomorrow.And i am working.
Can't wait for my off day,i need lots of sleep.

These few days i manage to wake up early,took straight bus to work.Taking bus to work need around 45 minutes,and i get to sleep on the bus.So great. (:

8 more days with my boy before his NS.
We still got lots of things to do,and to go together.But we don't have much time due to work.And we got one pair of free couple tee now...it's the T&G old uniform.LOL.

My temper is getting bad these few nights.Especially 12am plus to 1 am plus.Because i am getting so tired and sleepy.
I seriously need a body massage and foot reflexlogy.

Chocolate and ice cream can make me happy.I need them.LOL.

Goodnight.

2010-05-26T01:25:00.000+08:00

First time experience at Heeren's Toni and Guy.
Did fine today.Learnt new things,and get to know alot of interesting people.LOL.

My boy came down to have dinner with me. (:
Our first month.Dinner at Fish & co.

How to let him know the love i have for him,and how important he is to me?
I dont know.

Super sleepy now.
Goodnight!

2010-05-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

So far so good.
Only lack of sleep.I need to improve and change my sleeping time earlier.

Will be starting to work/train at Heeren's Toni and Guy tomorrow.
Feeling nervous and worried that i cannot keep up and manage.Good luck to myself. (:

Not even 1am,i am getting sleepy already.LOL.

I love you my boy.It's past 12 midnight,Happy 1 month! ((:

2010-05-23T01:50:00.000+08:00

Work.
Training.
Off day.
Movie - Shrek Forever After (3D).
Boyfriend.

My boy is going to start his army life on 4th June.I will miss him.LOL.

Die die wanna get this. And yes,my boy bought the popcorn combo for me. (:

(:

Goodnight!

2010-05-20T01:06:00.000+08:00

Feeling so tired and sleepy.

Working full time might be a good thing.At least i sleep earlier than last time.

I think im gonna rest awhile,and stop updating my blog these few days.
Lazy already.LOL.

And i am feeling so weird now.I don't know why.

Goodnight! (:

2010-05-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

Mad Tired.Kinda busy these few days.All thanks to those idiotic clients who are always late for their appointment,everything mess up and we have no time in between to rest.

My off day is on Sunday for the time being. (:
Looking forward to sunday.Although i enjoy working,but i need my sleep too.LOL.

My boss and colleagues are nice.
Learnt alot from them.And i am also given many chance to try new things. (:

I guess my official night training will be starting soon.On every Monday and Wednesday,over at Toni and Guy Academy.

I can't wait for my pay.
I want to go shopping again.And i want to go Universal Studio.LOL. (:

Sleeping soon.

Goodnight!

2010-05-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update blog.

I'm tired.Work and training.
Always overslept in the morning.Want to take straight bus to work but its too late.Damn.

But i love my job.
And i super love my boy too. ((:

Goodnight!

2010-05-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

My off day. (:
Finally get to sleep more than 6 hours.Usually sleep around 5 to 6 hours,have to force myself to wake up and go to work.But today,i suddenly woke up around 9am thinking i have to go to work.And i went to check my handphone calender,to ensure that today is sunday.LOL.

From next week onwards,my off day will be on a weekday.

Dinner with my boy at pastamania.

是你　一眼我就認出來
這是命運最美麗的安排
是愛　讓你略過漫長等待
我們只要現在相愛　幸福就來

恨我來不及參與你的過去　抱歉讓你等待
我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

這個世界唯一的你　是我擁有的奇蹟
對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

看開　過去所有的悲哀
都只是訓練我為你勇敢
真愛　照亮了漆黑的夜晚
尋找了彼此一輩子　再不分開

恨我來不及參與你的過去　抱歉讓你等待
我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

I　would　climb　the　highest　mountain
I　would　swim　the　deepest　sea
對我說的一字一句　都是我們的秘密
緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

愛就像一種解不開的魔咒
我願意　付出一切交換　我靈魂的另一半

I　will　climb　the　highest　mountain
I　will　swim　the　deepest　sea
（就算要我上天下地）就算上天下地　我什麼都願意為你
緊緊擁抱唯一的你　無可救藥的堅定
就算世界與我為敵　我也願意　我什麼都願意

I love you my boy.I do. ((:

2010-05-15T01:53:00.001+08:00

Very very busy day today.
Lucky got part time assistant,junior from my ite school course - ah wei.Able to help each other.

Promoted.Head assistant.
Will be training new assistant next time.Hard work.Had meeting today after work,so far so good. (:

My first time starting to mix Wella color today.Going to start my training real soon,begin with blowdry first.
Also request Thursday to be my off day,hope i get it.And boss treat us to 2 boxes of donuts today.We can't finish it.LOL.

Starting to love my job.This is good.(:

Had dinner and did last minute shopping before going home.My boy paid for my shopping expenses.So nice of him. (:
Bought a new black top and a necklace.Able to wear to work next time. (:

I want to go shopping again!Need new bag and new shoes. LOL.

((:

Goodnight people.

2010-05-14T00:33:00.001+08:00

Was so free during work today.
Had high tea with colleagues again.Also went down to distribute flyers.See,this is how free we are...still got time to go down distribute flyers.LOL.

2 more days,it will be my 1 week working at Essensuals (Bugis).
I will get my off day next week.I need it badly.Mad tired.Almost overslept today.

Now not only my back is aching,even my leg too. I need body massage and foot reflexlogy.My hands got so many cuts here and there because of the foils and other stuff,but the thing is i dont even know when i cut my hand.LOL.

I want to go shopping too.So tempting.Been busy working...by the time i end work,i am too tired to shop already.Everything seems so nice to me and i wanna own all of them!

((:

Goodnight!

2010-05-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

Third day of work.
Mad tired.Super sleepy during work.I am getting old,i got backache already.I need a body massage or a spa treatment!LOL.
But today is not so busy.Get to rest and enjoy high tea with colleagues and boss.

Even i am tired,i don't have the mind set to like take mc or feel like giving up half way.For now.That's a good start. (:

Washed David Mercer's wife head.Scary shit.Was so afraid.LOL.
Learn blow drying with my boss today.And i did a blowdry for a client.And i seriously think that i need to get my own brushes,comb and everything else soon.So that i can use them during training.I need my pay...i'm damn broke!

After work,meet up yiwen and my boy for dinner.Shopped around bugis street,i've so much shopping to do,everything i see i just wanna buy it.LOL.

((:

Goodnight!

2010-05-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

Second day of work. Not bad.
Lost count on how many heads i've washed,did 1 treatment,and received 10 bucks tips from a angmo client.She's david mercer wife's friend.
Angmo are very generous.Wash 1 head 10 bucks tips.It feels really good to be able to receive tips from client...it's like,they are happy with the hair services. (:

My previous salon i work at don't practice that,even if client want to give tips,we cannot take it.But now,in a new salon,a new working environment,i am able to keep the tips for myself.Was having my late lunch at the pantry area,my boss came over to ask me out to collect my tips.The scene is quite funny.LOL.

And there will be a new assistant soon.Coming on this friday.Finally got someone to help lessen my task/duties.
It's one of the junior from the same ite course as me.My boss - mr bryan is his relative.

Still getting use to the working life.
Actually working is fine...it's just the morning-i-force-myself-to-wake up that is terrible.I hate that feeling.

Gonna ask when is my off day by this week.Think first week no off yet,maybe a trial or something?I dont know.
Kinda looking forward to my off day.I will sleep till shiok.LOL.

Suddenly got this urge to drink coke now.At this hour.
I will get one for myself tomorrow during lunch time.LOL.

Yes. (:

Goodnight!

2010-05-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

Essensuals (Bugis) officially open.
It's at Bugis street,just above burger King.

For the time being,I'm the one and only assistant at Essensuals (Bugis). First day washed aprox 20 heads,did 1 treatment,learnt Wella color code/mixing,own duties. Assist 4 stylist+technician and my boss mr bryan all alone. Good job.

Alittle tiring.But still can manage.
People there are kinda nice too.
Starting to love my job.It's something good.I have to love my job in order to continue working there happily. (:

My boy gave me something today.I love him. (:

Soon...i think i will.LOL.

Goodnight.

2010-05-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

Damn tired today.

Salon officially opening tomorrow.
So all the staff including my boss,spent long hours cleaning up,packing stuff,arranging products,do last minute changes in the salon.

Need to get use to working life.
If not i will be so dead.Looking restless everyday,that's bad.

I hope i can survive working there.Good luck to myself.LOL. (:

For my boy. (:

From now on,i will always sleep the latest at 2am.If Not,i will force myself to sleep.No more vampire life.It's working life now.

Good luck,all the best,and happy working to myself for tomorrow.

Goodnight~

2010-05-09T01:09:00.001+08:00

Happy Mother's Day.I love you mummy. (:

Watched Iron Man 2 at the grand cathay with my boy today. (:
Nice movie!But i still prefer Ip Man 2.LOL.

Attended the presentation at Toni & Guy,Essensuals (Bugis).

Dinner with my boy at V8 Cafe.His treat! (:

Starting work tomorrow.Although the salon is officially opening on Tuesday.
And i get to start work later at 12pm instead of the usual 930am.LOL.
Starting to miss my very long break/holiday.No more late nights,many hours of sleeping,going out when i want to,watch my favourite drama.But experience and money will be rolling in. (:

Yes.Because i love my boy so much.LOL. (:

Goodnight!

2010-05-08T02:53:00.002+08:00

Watched Ip Man 2 with my boy today.Super Nice! (:
But i was late for 20 minutes.Feel so sorry for my boy,missed 20 minutes of the movie.

Meet up yiwen and nicholas.Had dinner together.

Doubt? No.
Comparison,with all the anxiety and intense emotion.
You asked me why and you didnt like it.
I bet you didn't know i love you more than i love myself.

Goodnight.

2010-05-07T03:07:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today.
Received call from my boss at around 2pm plus.Have to reach Toni and Guy academy before 4pm.Nice one.I rush down by cab,so afraid that i will be late.LOL.

Reached there,start packing up equipment and stuff.
Went to M Boutique hotel with one of the stylist.Did hair for Lush 99.5 FM djs.
Finish around 7pm plus.My boy waited for me and came over to have dinner with me. (:

Went sengkang and meet up with yiwen too. (:

Have to go down to academy on sunday.No choice.Need to help out for the new salon that i will be working at starting from Monday/Tuesday.

如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他的手机会为你24小时开机, 在你最需要他的时候可以随时找到他. 因为他爱你,所以会时时担心.
如果一个男孩真的爱你,他会很自豪的告诉他的朋友与家人你是他的最爱, 当然并不是时时挂在嘴上, 而是用一种行动告诉别人,因为有了你他觉得很骄傲.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他绝对不会骂你, 在你很任性的时候任你发泄, 当你任性过去的时候, 会很委屈的说: "是不是我又做错了? 你告诉我, 我可以改."
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他就会在乎陪你逛街所花费的时间和精力, 因为有你的陪伴又能令你开心就是他最大的快乐.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 无论你们在一起多久, 他都会陪你一起爬山,看海,数星星,看日落,送你鲜花,对你说情话, 因为他知道这是你所喜欢的浪漫, 是属于你们俩的浪漫.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他不会留恋与其他美眉侃侃而谈却冷落你, 因为他的心里只有你, 没有能取代你.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他会告诉你他身边所发生的一切, 开心的不开心的他都会第一个想要和你诉说, 因为他希望把自己的感情和你一起分享.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他绝对不会忍心背叛你, 无论出于什么样的动机, 因为在他眼里, 你是最美的.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 那么你会比他的事业更重, 他绝对不会以事业为借口推脱你.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他会像爱他家人那样爱你的家人, 也会尊重你的亲人和朋友.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他对你所做得承诺一定都会遵守, 因为对你所说的一定都是发自内心的真正的承诺.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 他对你一定会做到关心, 细心和耐心, 因为只有你才能让他投入这么大的精力.
如果一个男孩真的爱你, 那么, 请你好好珍惜, 好好爱他. 在你感受到他的爱的同时, 也为他改掉你的小姐脾气, 好好心疼他, 理解他, 支持他, 因为爱是相互的.

我會很愛你. (:

(credits to www.stickgal.bs.com)

Goodnight!

2010-05-06T01:35:00.000+08:00

Bought mother's day gift.
Hope my mum will like it. (:

Goodnight! (:

2010-05-05T02:08:00.001+08:00

JB trip today.
With yiwen,nicholas,hazel,and hazel's boyfriend.Thanks to hazel's boyfriend driving us around. (:

Was damn tired today.
Thanks to yiwen sms at 645am.Who the hell wake up so early and sms people.Twice somemore.Very good.
Rushed out,reach the bus stop outside my house at the opposite side.And i realise i forgot to take my ezlink out with me.Was super pissed off with myself,and i walk all the way back home to take my ezlink.Damn.Those who came to my house will know that the bus stop is so damn far.
Reached woodlands and lucky i am not late.LOL.

Walked around,eat,did manicure,shop around.Didn't bought much from JB.Was too tired,and totally not in the mood to shop.It's like the things there just dont attract me that much.But overall,we still had fun. (:

Mine and nicholas nailart.

Did this. (:

Yiwen's. (:

Going to get mother's day gift for mummy tomorrow. (:

I am starting work soon.I am gonna miss my very long break.No more late night activities,no more long sleeping hours,and no more slacking except for off days.It's like no life,but no choice.

I do miss you,my boy. (:

Goodnight!

2010-05-04T01:11:00.001+08:00

Back to school.Graduation ceremony. (:

JB trip tomorrow. (:
Left with 5 days to enjoy before i start working full time.I have to make use of my time properly,enjoy these 5 days to the fullest.Cannot sleep too much and waste my day just like that.lol.

(Credits to stickgal.bs.com)
You know i love you when my face turn red,and my heart race. (:

Goodnight!

2010-05-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

Going back to school tomorrow for graduation seminar. (:
I miss school so much.

I am starting work next week.At Essensuals,Bugis.Its opening next week. (:
Alittle nervous.

I am in pain.I hate to be a girl sometimes.

2010-05-02T01:45:00.004+08:00

Suppose to watch Ip Man 2 with my boy today.
But we are too late,all tickets sold out!I was super pissed off,and i vent my anger on my boy.I feel so sorry for him.LOL.Even though you always get "bully" by me,I still love you,don't worry. (:

I think i need to go early,or book tickets for Ip Man 2 and Iron Man 2.I don't wanna miss both movies!I really want to watch both movies badly.

Meet up yiwen after her work.Late dinner at sengkang. (:

I am really very tired today.Guess my normal body clock is coming back.No longer vampire life.

如果你爱的人放弃了你, 请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人.别让爱成为一种伤害. 我做到了. 因为现在我有一位深爱着我, 不会伤害也不会欺骗我的人. 爱情真的是个很奇妙的东西. (:

So true.

(:

2010-05-01T02:35:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dear sister.Her sweet 16. (:

Didn't get to sleep well yesterday night.Can't get to sleep again.Slept for only 3 hours,woke up and prepare to go out for breakfast.

Mac Deluxe Breakfast! (:

Me and my black hair.I am back to "black head".LOL.

Mummy (:

Grandma (:

My sister (:

Sister and Grandma (:

Had 田鸡粥 and other dishes for dinner. (:

Head back home for cake cutting session. (:

The Shiu family with our maid.

The Shiu family. (:

(:

Feeling tired already.Goodnight! (:

2010-04-30T03:28:00.001+08:00

Meet up with jessica.Shop for her formal clothes for graduation ceremony. (:
Waited for samuel and yiwen.Went to serangoon central together,and service bus 22 got the wrong route...very blur bus driver.

And we happen to bump into gerald today too.LOL.

Its been like around 4 months since i started my NEW facebook account.Finally i started playing games on fb few days ago.LOL.

My sister birthday celebration tomorrow. (:

I can't wait for JB trip.I hope my boy get his pay soon,then he will give me money so that i can do my nails there.LOL.But i will still love him if he didn't get to receive his pay next week. (:

Those who watch the movie - UP,will know the above image i post.One of my favourite 3D movie. (:

Sleeping soon. (:
Goodnight!

2010-04-29T01:34:00.000+08:00

Lazy to update my blog today actually.But well,i've nothing to do...so ya.

2 more days to my sister birthday.
5 more days to graduation ceremoney.
6 more days to JB trip.

Trying to adjust back my body clock.
No more sleeping in the morning when the sun is out.

Yiwen~

Nicholas trying to show off his shiny fingernail,but we can't really see well in the picture.LOL.

Rootbeer float. (:

Spicy chicken set.

I did this myself...nice ice cream shape.

Yiwen attending this hairshow. (:

Goodnight! (:

2010-04-28T02:18:00.001+08:00

Colored my hair at Toni and Guy (Heeren) today for free.Tone down the whole head.
Hair is super dark now,i need a few more washes to look better.
Big thanks to Jackie,Samuel,Kim and one of the assistant i forgot her name.LOL.

Suppose to go ladies night,but cancel plan.Had dinner at sengkang instead. (:

Im so broke recently.Want to do something or buy something i want also cannot.I hate it.

I am sleeping early today too.I will. I think i can do it...go back to normal life,normal sleeping time. (:

Well i know i am ready because i love my boy.I really do. (:

Goodnight!

2010-04-27T02:48:00.003+08:00

So,this afternoon i got a call from samuel saying that i can color my hair at Toni and Guy tomorrow.As i just woke up,i thought it was a dream until he said hold on and jackie will talk to me...the moment i heard "jackie",i immediately stop my sleeping mode.LOL.I cannot imagine talking to her like i am talking in my sleep,so embarassing!

Didn't manage to get any pair of shoes because there is no stock,and the sales girl is such a bitch.Whats with her fuck up attitude while working.
Plus...
I seriously hate waiting,especially when i don't see a reason why i must wait.Like i don't get why the idiot army guy behind me get his fucking 4 or 5 bubble tea order BEFORE me when his order is later then me.(yes,he is queueing BEHIND me)This is so ridiculous.I only have 1 order,and his order was done all before mine.I seriously think the bubble tea lady desperate for guys,and so she did all his order first.

No new shoes.But i bought Stage lipcreme (02 swoon) today.Lovely! (:
Thanks to nicholas. (:

Sijun had a new haircut and color again.Nice!

My boy say i am leading a vampire life.Because i don't sleep at night,and only sleep during the day.Well i can't help it and please,i don't feed on blood.
But i am going to sleep early tonight.Feeling tired already...slept at 7am this morning and woke up at around 12pm plus.5 hours plus of sleep,so not enough.I always need 10 hours plus of sleep,then it will be enough.LOL.

Isn't this beautiful?

Say goodbye to my color fading hair...refresh color tomorrow!

And my hair is longer now,covering my ear soon. LOL.

Stage lipcreme (02 swoon)

♥♥

The "couple" of the day. All black,white shoes. LOL.

Ladies night tomorrow. (:
My sister 16th birthday on the 1st of May which is coming soon. (:
JB trip with nic and yiwen next week...maybe.I NEED MONEY.I want to do manicure + pedicure,maybe get a pair of shoe or get a new bag,and i am craving for cheap and good food over there.LOL.

Goodnight! (:

2010-04-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

Went to take my blood test report today.
Everything is fine. (:

Went grocery shopping.
I find grocery shopping fun too.LOL.

I dont know.I've always address and admit that you are my best friend.
And no,not everyone is my best friend.When people ask,i can just tell them you are my secondary school mate/classmate,but i didn't.This is how you are important to me,and how i respect you.All along,i've been respecting you.
Yes i admit,sometimes i will left you out.Never contact you or update you.But most of time,important things i will never hid from you and will share with you.
If you want to misunderstand me,then so be it. I got my own life,my own circle of friends,and freedom. But not everything must involve you.
One thing you must know,i've never despise you or whatever shit.Never.
I am not angry or whatever shit,just disappointed.

Going out tomorrow.
I must buy something for myself tomorrow.Bag,shoes,makeup....i dont care,just something,even if its only one item.

I am in love with a guy who love me deeply. (:

Who is that guy.Ask me directly,no need ask others.But i can choose to tell or not tell you,depends on who you are.

Cup noodles. (:

2010-04-25T02:10:00.000+08:00

Rot at home the whole day.

Had brunch and dinner and ice cream. (:
Watched Star Award.Some are really ridiculous.LOL.

双鱼座

双鱼座认定的人和事，就一定就会全心付出，倾家荡产也义无反顾。说他们痴情也好、一根筋也好，反正很少会有理智的一面，很怕受伤，却又经常受伤。其实他们是很有才华的，颇具浪漫的诗人气质。双鱼座很少认为自己是个天才，更多的时候他们会觉得自己很脆弱，还是不要受伤比较好，至于天才要承担的重要责任，就让那些自认天才的人去承担吧！

Very true. (:

Never dwell on the past and don’t allow the future to scare you, because it will crush the happiness of your present.

I am going to sleep earlier today.

Goodnight! (:

2010-04-24T02:18:00.002+08:00

Meet up yiwen,nic and samuel at Tampines.
Had dinner,slack and chill till 11am plus.
Home sweet home.

Why am i having so many obstacles.It's back.I am back to the same spot,back to the circle.Been through the heartache,despair,so far the hardest time of my life.Finally able to let it go,but it's coming back again.Why?
God,i need you.Listen to my prayers.I am lost.I want and need my family and friends to understand.

但是我感到害怕.
不是我不够爱你, 只是我不敢肯定, 这爱, 是不是最正确的. 我害怕...我们一起度过了颠簸, 患难的岁月, 却不能共度余生. 我不想在伤心,绝望.
因为下一站, 我要幸福.

WTF. Being in love is so fuck up sometimes.

2010-04-23T18:09:00.002+08:00

Didnt sleep last night.
Stay up till morning,help my sister tie her hair for her class phototaking session today.

Going to rain soon.
Its been raining everyday.

I still haven't watch Ju-On: White Ghost & Black Ghost,and Ip Man 2 is out already!I WANT TO WATCH BOTH MOVIE.

一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在吵架时甩身离去；一个真心爱你的人在吵架时，总是控制不了先妥协，承认“我错了”.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人因为你的哭泣产生厌烦；一个真心爱你的人用双肩让你的泪水沾尽.
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人讨厌你在他睡后打来电话；一个真心爱你的人问你怎么现在才打来.　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人对你的罗曼史感到好奇；一个真心爱你的人不在乎你以前怎样，只在乎将来.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人以自我为中心；一个真心爱你的人以你为中心，凡事最先考虑你的感受.　　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人会时时要求回报；一个真心爱你的人总是对你无条件的付出.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在寂寞的时候才会想起你；一个真心爱你的人期望他能永远陪在你身边.　　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人在你面前常常夸你有多美；一个真心爱你的人很少当面赞美你，在他心里你是最棒的.　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人从不记得你说过什么；一个真心爱你的人会默默的记住你不经意说过的话，在某文字时某刻重复它们.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人只是寻求一种激情，并不对你负责；一个真心爱你的人会对你负责，牵你的手步入结婚礼堂.　　
一个用嘴巴说爱你的人会很轻意的就做出承诺；一个真心爱你的人不会轻易做出承诺，他想成为你心目中说话最算话的男人，给你最安全最可靠的幸福.

I want this. (:

2010-04-22T17:57:00.001+08:00

I slept like around 630am this morning.
And seriously,i am mad hungry throughout the whole night till morning.I dont know why.

Suddenly craving for McDonald's Breakfast Deluxe and desserts - cakes,chocolate fondue,macaroons,pies,cookies,ice cream!Can someone please bring all these to my house.LOL.

I was suppose to like try to wake up early...maybe around 10am and make breakfast for myself.But i failed.I really got this want-to-cook feeling...but i slept till 3pm plus.

Been staying at home for 4 days.Nice one.Bored to death.
My only source of entertainment - online.Watching drama,facebook,and what i am doing now - blogging.But i can't complain much...cause when i go out,i spent alot in 1 day.
Fucking hate the ezlink adult fare.Top up 10bucks,less than 1 week must top up again.Like wtf they charge so much for transportation.They are just trying to suck us dry.Transportation fares high and set up like don't know how many ERP.This is madness.
So ya,i saw the news saying public transport fares to go down by 2.5% from July 3 when the Public Transport Council (PTC) introduces a new distance-based fare system.
The problem is,is it going to work?Are they sure the fare will really be reduce?And there,i saw this sentence - But not all commuters will end up with savings.
Like wtf,they should just shut up.If its not going to work for all Singaporeans,just stfu.

It's going to rain soon.
Room is getting darker.And i feel like sleeeping again.LOL.

I really need shopping session,and dye my hair that is fading like shit.URGENTLY.
Graduation ceremoney is coming.I don't know what to wear.

2010-04-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

Fucking bored.
I hate night time.I am so active in the night,because i sleep in the day.
And i have nothing to do at all now,beside going online and watching drama.Can someone please bring me out...out of the house?

Had a nice dream this morning when i slept.
I dreamt that i am pregnant for 1 month already,a going-to-be young mother.I look so young,so happy in my dream.I was enjoying my life with my friends.....and then i woke up.

Unstable mood these few days.I think i'm going crazy. =.=
Always stuck in the house.And i freaking hell need money...im broke.I need to go shopping. =.=

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either. And the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give.

Is it that hard to understand? Whatever. I am getting sick and tired already.

2010-04-20T19:12:00.002+08:00

I give up.
They don't understand at all.Everything i say is useless.
Blame it on me.Whatever.

I so want to leave everything behind and live the life i want.
But when?

Can somebody please take me away.

I doubt so.

2010-04-19T00:52:00.000+08:00

Didn't sleep yesterday.Nice one.
Went to the doctor with mummy and grandma.Grandma went for her regular check up,and i went for a check up too due to my frequent dizziness.
Took blood test and heart diagnosis thingy.Scary shit...im afraid of needles.Have to go back next monday to take my report.I hope there is nothing negative,cause im going there myself,facing it alone.I don't wanna go to the hospital for further check up,going to the hospital seems serious.

Went to town with mummy and sister in the late afternoon.Went to True Spa at Ngee Ann City.They got body massage,facial,foot reflexology,hydrobath,manicure+pedicure and more.
Mummy and me did body massage.It was kinda good,i almost fall asleep.After that they serve watermelon and hot tea.I wonder why watermelon,i prefer honeydew.Okay never mind about that.
After that we had dinner at wisma food republic.Went plaza singapura,and went seperate ways with mummy and sister.

Meet up with samuel and yiwen after their work.Received good news,but still i need an confirmation call from that very charming person.
We slack and chill at sengkang...again.
Home sweet home at 11am plus.

I don't know why.The same shit is happening again.
Once again i am lost.Thanks to that very terrible and horrible dream.It's affecting me,i need to control my emotions and need to stand strong.I don't want to return to the old path.I need to get it out of my head,and stop thinking about it.
Yes,this is it.

Be with her because you actually want to be with her, because you actually see a potential future with her, NOT because you are USED to being with her, NOT because you’re scared of the thought that being without her will RUIN you. The point of being in a relationship is to enjoy each other company, is to be there to support each other when you need it most, and never give up on each other.

2010-04-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Stay home the whole day.
But its okay,im so going out tomorrow.

Im going to the doctor tomorrow.I hope my frequent dizziness is not a serious thing.

Good weather for sleeping.But i dont feel like sleeping at all.
I slept early yesterday,like finally.But wtf i dreamt of something shitty,and i cry in my sleep.Its been dont know how long,i forgot,since i cry in my sleep.FUCK IT.Fuck those nightmare and the past.

I dont feel good now.
Whatever.

2010-04-17T02:29:00.000+08:00

Friday.
Went out with nicholas to plaza singapura.Shopped with him.Bought etude nail polish and cosmetic wedges. (:
Then meet up samuel and yiwen after their work.
Slack and chill at sengkang. (:

Today.
Rainy day.I hate it when i am going out,and it rain.
Meet up with samuel to yishun to fix his bag.Waited for nicholas,and we went to tampines to "surprise" yiwen.LOL.
Ate at tampines,then went over serangoon central to slack and chill. (:

WTF. Samuel destroy my picture. KIDZ PLAY!

Sometimes i wish i stop at 6 years old.LOL.

Nicholas keep hiding...

Yiwen~

And still hiding. =.=

Good weather.I am starting to feel tired already,i will sleep early today!No more sleeping in the morning!Totally crazy,i slept at 7am plus this morning.

Movie - JU-ON.田鸡粥.Steamboat.Kbox.Universal Studio.MONEY. (:

GOODNIGHT! (:

2010-04-15T02:38:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to blog about today.
But i just feel like blogging anyway i can't sleep. (:

Going out with nicholas tomorrow. (:

Finished watching You're Beautiful in 2 days,well it's only 16 episodes.
Dramas are very addicting.Not all,but SOME.Be it Taiwan,Korean or Japanese drama...only some are addicting.

I slept at 9am this morning.Madness i know.
I need to force myself to sleep earlier today.

This is love.LOL. (:

2010-04-14T21:53:00.001+08:00

Im so addicted to the korean drama - You're Beautiful.
Was watching the drama the whole day since yesterday.

Gonna change my blog background music.
Im so addicted to this song now.I like both the male and female version of the song.Jang Geun Suk got such nice voice (Alittle deep,alittle sexy.I feel like im melting when i hear him sing.LOL.),i think i will upload the male version first.LOL.

Its a nice song,very meaningful. (:

Jang Geun Suk - Without Words

Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa

Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde

Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga

Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata

Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga

Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga

Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo

Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga

(English translation)

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

2010-04-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

Movie date.
How To Train Your Dragon.Nice movie! (:

Love is when he touches me and I become weak. Love is when he stops what he’s doing so he can look over at me and smile. Love is when he knocks into me just to see me smile back at him. It’s when I can’t be angry with him longer than five seconds. It’s the feeling I get whenever I think about him, and knows that he gets that feeling too. It’s when I can feel him stare at me from across the room. Its when he listens to everything I have to say even when I’m rambling. It’s when he jokingly tells me he loves me but really does mean it. Love is when he sits beside me when there are ten other available seats. Love is how nobody ever makes me the feel the way he does. Its when he says he’ll never leave me. When he sticks up for me. When he offers up his seat. When he joke with me just to see me laugh. Love is when I can remember everything he has ever said or did. Love is when I couldn’t possibly stop the feelings I have for him even though I have tried so hard. Love is when he keeps coming back because neither of us can get enough. Its when he would never be out of line with me or hurt my feelings intentionally. Love is him and me, just him and me.

2010-04-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

Today's weather is really super ultra mega hot.

Meet up with nicholas,and we accompany yiwen to the polyclinic.
Then we went to Bugis,meet up with sijun,bernadette and samuel.Had lunch + dinner.

Shopped.And home sweet home. (:

It takes a strong heart to love but it takes an even stronger heart to love after its been broken. I did my best already.
Dwelling in possibility. Never mind.

2010-04-11T12:30:00.001+08:00

Meet up with nic,yiwen and samuel today.
Went compass point and parkway parade.Had dinner,and walked around. (:

Some pictures taken on friday...

Sometimes you just need someone. Someone to make you smile when you’re sad. Someone to tell you you’re beautiful. Someone to look forward to texting you everyday. Someone to talk to you every night. Someone to say, “I love you.” And mean it. Sometimes you just need someone.
But i dont know.Suddenly i feel blank and lost.
Worth or not worth? I know you are. But am i? It hurts to think about all these shit.

2010-04-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

Going out later.Again. (:

But after much struggle,and much thoughts,i've decided...finally.It's been so long already.
To the one who broke my heart and almost ruin my life.I will forgive you,but I won’t forget.I hope you know you lost my respect.Thats it. (:
The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that, the love will grow stronger. Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along. By struggling, we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one. (:

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爱上你

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手

心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢~爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

放心我还会好好的过

2010-04-09T03:37:00.000+08:00

Can't get to sleep yesterday.

Slept at 8am this morning.
Helped my sister with her hair before she go to school. (:

Today's weather not good.
Raining,but still hot.

Going out with nic,yiwen and hazel later. (:

Edited at 3am.

Just reach home not long ago.
Went Toa Payoh,suppose to have pool session,but cancel plan when we reached there.So we went Yishun,North Point for singing session at Party World.
Eat,sing,drink till 2am plus. (:

It's like once you've have been hurt, you're so scare to get attached again.Like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.
I really can’t explain it, but I like you without trying. I love the things you say, and how you never fail to try to make me smile. And by the end of the night, you’re kinda always on my mind.
All I want is someone who is afraid of losing me.
I can’t promise to fix all your problems, but I can promise you won’t have to face them alone. (:

2010-04-08T01:33:00.000+08:00

Meet up lyn and sijun. (:
Had late lunch.

Interview with Bryan.He's such a charming guy.LOL.

Waited for sijun's Toni and Guy collection demo session to end,and samuel to knock off from work.

REC2 at Illuma.Screamed.
And home sweet home. (:

Took this like 1 week ago?Saw this outside my house when im going out.So beautiful. (:

Sijun's new hairstyle!Super nice! (:

After movie,we had phototaking session at Illuma.LOL.

I don't know if life is greater than death,but i'm sure love is more than either.